Sickness has many implications. In the Bible we hear about the good shepard and that one lost sheep. Thinking back upon those 1,5 years when we fought for Esther reminds me of that story. And the truth in it: the Loving parent will leaw the healthy ones and carry the lost/ injured/ sick. I wish I could be more around...

I sincerely do not belive that my beloved daughers death was" Gods best ". If there is one quality that defines Him its LOVE. Way back when He created it all he said, do not eat of that tree... you will certainly die! He never wanted us to die, thats why He explained his advice.. He LOVES us and...